Monday, April 30, 2018

100 books: april 2018

We did it!!! We reached 100!!! Actually, we PASSED 100!!! So we are going to celebrate by going out this upcoming weekend and buying some new books as a reward... and upping our goal to 200. What can I say? We can't help ourselves sometimes.

The other thing of major note is that with our tax return everyone got new kindles. Before we just had a family kindle that was sort of mine (because it used to be mine), a kindle that Vampire Kitten, Lone Wolf, and Little Legs shared, and I had a new kindle fire that was exclusively mine that I actually hadn't really done anything with yet. But now with the tax return everyone has their own kindle. Plus we now have the family kindle that is still sort of mine that I'm not sure what to do with... Little Legs got the old kindle that he used to have to share and Vampire Kitten and Lone Wolf each got a new one. So we now have five kindles for the four of us but one is still technically a family kindle...

Anyway. Enough rambling about kindles.

April's books:
  1. Plants vs. Zombies: Timepocalypse - Vampire Kitten 
  2. Wonder Woman: Creature of Chaos - Vampire Kitten
  3. Wonder Woman: Attack of the Cheetah - Vampire Kitten
  4. Wonder Woman: Attack of the Cheetah - Lone Wolf
  5. Batman: Scarecrow, Doctor of Fear - Lone Wolf
  6. Superman: The Shrinking City - Lone Wolf
  7. Scooby-Doo!: Skeleton Crew Showdown - Wandering Falcon & Little Legs
  8. The Heroes of Olympus: The Mark of Athena - Wandering Falcon
  9. Plants vs. Zombies: Lawnmageddon - Vampire Kitten
  10. Warriors: A Clan in Need - Vampire Kitten
  11. Warriors: The Heart of a Warrior - Vampire Kitten
  12. Plants vs. Zombies: Lawnmageddon - Lone Wolf
  13. Amulet: The Stonekeeper - Vampire Kitten
  14. The Witch Boy - Vampire Kitten
  15. Talking About Death - Lone Wolf
  16. Solving Mysteries with Science: The Loch Ness Monster - Lone Wolf
  17. Magic Tree House Fact Tracker: Space - Lone Wolf
  18. Plants vs. Zombies: Grown Sweet Home - Vampire Kitten
  19. Plants vs. Zombies: Lawn of Doom - Vampire Kitten
  20. Plants vs. Zombies: Battle Extravagonzo - Vampire Kitten
  21. Plants vs. Zombies: Petal to the Metal - Vampire Kitten
  22. Plants vs. Zombies: The Greatest Show Unearthed - Vampire Kitten
  23. Plants vs. Zombies: Lawn of Doom - Lone Wolf
  24. Plants vs. Zombies: Battle Extravagonzo - Lone Wolf
  25. Scooby-Doo!: Creepy Cowboy Caper - Wandering Falcon & Little Legs
  26. Warriors: A Clan in Need - Wandering Falcon & Little Legs
  27. Warriors: The Heart of a Warrior - Wandering Falcon & Little Legs
  28. Catwings - Vampire Kitten
  29. The Heroes of Olympus: The House of Hades - Wandering Falcon

The breakdown:

Little Legs: 2
Wandering Falcon: 4
Lone Wolf: 9
Vampire Kitten: 14

Total stats:

Total books read: 105
Little Legs: 3.75
Wandering Falcon: 20.75
Lone Wolf: 36.25
Vampire Kitten: 44.25

Saturday, April 28, 2018

a character exits: scott

Scott is introduced as Buffy's normal, human love interest for three episodes of season three. Problem is, Buffy is still reeling from what happened between her and Angel and really isn't ready to have feelings for someone else again.

Their relationship gets off to a very awkward start (in "Faith, Hope & Trick") between Scott and Buffy misreading each other and Buffy flip flopping between yes and no. It almost looks like they won't have a relationship when after she accepts a date with him he tries to give her a claddagh - the same ring that Angel gave her when things turned serious between them. Buffy freaks out, saying she can't do this, and runs away. All of this is tied in with Angel and her unresolved feelings for him. Finally she goes to Giles, who was trying to get information out of her about Angel's death, and confesses to him that Angel had a soul when she killed him. She is able to mend things with Scott and is finally able to go on a date with him. She tells him she just has one thing to do first. That one thing is to bring the claddagh that Angel gave her to the place of his death and leave it behind. She is trying to move on with her life, break up with Angel in his death, and accept a potential new boyfriend. After she leaves Angel returns from the dead, unbeknownst to Buffy.

In the next episode ("Beauty and the Beasts") Buffy and Scott are trying to figure out their relationship, which actually seems to being on the way to solid, when a series of attacks happen. At first everyone is afraid it was Oz, while a werewolf, who killed the first person. While Oz is locked up for the second night of the full moon Buffy discovers a feral Angel on the prowl. She knocks him out and chains him up but his return further muddles Buffy's love life and emotions. Buffy continues to try and figure out if it was Oz, Angel, or someone else who is killing people while we witness what is really occurring - Scott's best friend Pete created a serum to become the perfect man for his girlfriend Debbie, and it has turned him into a Dr Jekyll/Mr Hyde. Pete ends up killing Debbie, and attacks Buffy, but before he can kill her a somewhat coherent Angel shows up and saves her. Between Angel returning from the dead and one of Scott's best friends killing his other best friend things are very muddled for their relationship.

Finally, in "Homecoming," we see the breakup of Buffy and Scott. Buffy has visited Angel and tells him that she has a boyfriend now and is trying to have a normal life. Meanwhile, there is a school dance which Scott did not ask Buffy out to, saying he thought she wouldn't care for that. However, she tells him she does so they decide to go. But right before the dance Scott dumps Buffy, telling her that he feels like she isn't really there in their relationship. He ends up taking someone else to the dance in Buffy's place.

From day one Buffy and Scott were pretty much doomed. While it was shitty of Scott to break up with Buffy right before the dance, one really can't blame him. Buffy gave him the run around for an entire episode as she went back and forth debating over whether or not she even wanted a relationship. Then Angel came back further complicating her feelings. While battling her own feelings for and indecision about Angel, she now has a boyfriend that she wasn't even sure she wanted in the first place. And she consistently lies to that boyfriend so she can go sneak off and see Angel. When he breaks up with her Scott accuses her of never giving him her full attention - which is incredibly valid. As the show goes on the one thing that will be apparently clear is that Buffy is deeply in love with Angel and no one else even has a chance of measuring up to that standard. All of her human relationships, in the end, will be doomed. There is only one other relationship that comes close to her relationship with Angel, that comes close to the same level of honesty and openness - and that one is just as complicated, if not more so. So while it was lousy of Scott to break up with Buffy when he did it was also lousy of Buffy to not only not give Scott her full attention, but to also lie to him about seeing her old boyfriend (even platonically) behind his back. You cannot build a relationship on lies. And when it comes down to distance, while you can build a relationship you need honesty and openness - neither of which Buffy had any intention of giving.

The one amusing thing to come out of the breakup between Scott and Buffy was Faith's reaction. Mad at Scott for dumping Buffy right before the dance and taking someone else, Faith interrupted his dance with his date to give him an update on his supposed STD, putting a damper on his evening. While it was petty of her, it was Faith's way of having Buffy's back when she knew Buffy wouldn't do a thing about it.

Friday, April 27, 2018

buffy the vampire slayer: part nine

Season three begins!

So, there is a lot here and I'm debating what I want to cover.

First of all, I don't really want to cover Buffy's return. Yes, I get her friends being upset and unsure how to act. Yes, I get her mom acting and feeling the way she does too. But I also feel like no one is even interested in Buffy's feelings. No one cares that Joyce kicked her out - including Joyce which is incredibly wrong to me. I feel like Joyce should feel incredibly guilty and should have some self blame, but instead all of her blame is directed towards Buffy. And while I understand that her friends are focused on their own pain, they won't even acknowledge that Buffy has pain too. Buffy is painted as the villain and while they do not have to agree with her reasoning, they won't even listen to it. So this has always pissed me off as far as story lines go, and thankfully it really only lasts for one episode (even though Joyce does mention her fears of Buffy leaving a few times) so I just want to skip over it.

Meanwhile Angel is back from the dead and Buffy is lying to everyone about it so that will blow up in her face soon, I'm sure. But before he came back Giles wanted to do a ritual to make sure that demon Acathla is sealed away for good, forcing Buffy to confess that Willow's spell worked, but not soon enough, and Buffy killed Angel while he had his soul.

At first when Angel came back from the dead he was little better then a feral animal, even attacking Buffy. However, when Buffy finds herself in danger, Angel regains at least some of his sense of self and comes to her aid. Later on Buffy and Angel do talk, and she tells him that not only has she not told anyone he is back she won't tell them. Angel doesn't really say anything, probably still reeling from everything and unsure where he and Buffy stand.

We also have a plot twist that I am not happy about even though I acknowledge that it probably did need to happen. Willow and Xander finally kiss. They both immediately regret it, insisting that they are happy in their current relationships. While this is true for Willow, I really don't see it as being true for Xander. Can you really be happy in a relationship with a girlfriend that you don't really like or respect? But I do feel for Willow here. Being with Oz has brought out something in her that finally makes Xander realize she is a woman, not just his best friend. And as happy as she is with Oz, she pinned over Xander for years to finally get her kiss at the worst possible time. And it really is cruel and plays with her emotions. She was finally starting to get over Xander and now this happens.

And of course this happens while Buffy and Cordelia get in the middle of a huge fight over who will be Homecoming Queen - further showing that while Cordelia is part of the group she sort of isn't. Because of their guilt, Xander and Willow (and Oz by extension of Willow) overcompensate in the Cordelia department leaving Buffy in the dust. And while Xander should most certainly stand in the Cordelia camp, Buffy - not Cordelia - is Willow's best friend. But Willow feels too guilty. Then as their fight escalates Willow confesses to Xander that it is her guilt that caused her to help Cordelia against Buffy and admits that it has made the fight worse. However, neither Buffy nor Cordelia should have ever asked their friends to pick sides in the first place. The saddest thing about all of this is that during their fight, Cordelia confesses to Buffy her love of Xander - and Xander is currently trying to decide if he has feelings for Willow. As shallow as Cordelia is, I do feel for her. She left her friends for Xander, is falling in love with Xander, and meanwhile knows that Xander does not fully return her feelings - and, unbeknownst to her, is kissing Willow.

This is also when the Mayor is finally revealed. Since the previous season he has been referred to but he is actually on screen - and implied to be evil - when he finds out about Trick.

Lastly there is Faith. This is the beginning of Faith and Buffy's very much up and down, love/hate relationship. After the initial awkwardness of having two alpha females in the group - indeed, unlike Kendra, Faith is here to stay - Buffy and Faith become fast friends without any real awkwardness in getting to know each other. Perhaps it is like looking in a mirror and seeing someone who is both exactly the same as you and yet the exact opposite of you at the same time? Faith even comes through for Buffy in ways that she doesn't have to. When Scott dumps Buffy right after asking her out to the homecoming dance, Faith purposely rains on his parade by interrupting his date with someone else to inform him that the doctor said their STD should clear up soon. It was petty, but it was her way of telling him he acted shitty in breaking up with Buffy and taking someone else to the dance. It was also not necessary of her. But she did it because despite everything that will happen between her and Buffy in some ways she always has Buffy's back.

Speaking of Scott, he'll get his own post. Probably tomorrow. (Chanterelle/Lily won't get a post because her story continues on in Angel. Likewise, when Angel, Cordelia, and Wesley leave at the end of this season they won't get a post either. And this is also why Darla didn't get a post.)

Now, favorite episode? I would probably have to go with "Beauty and the Beasts." The anguish over Oz possibly killing someone, a feral Angel back from the dead, and a very real story line about domestic abuse in the form of both psychological attacks and physical attacks? This was one heavy episode.

The first five episodes:

Anne - Season 3, Episode 1

Synopsis - Buffy is trying to lead a new life on her own when Lily (previously Chanterelle) turns to her for help when her boyfriend goes missing.

Dead Man's Party - Season 3, Episode 2

Synopsis - Buffy is having a rough welcome home and debates running away again. Meanwhile a death mask Joyce has hung in the house is raising people from the dead.

Faith, Hope & Trick - Season 3, Episode 3

Synopsis - New Slayer Faith shows up in town on the run from an ancient vampire that killed her Watcher. Angel returns from the dead. This is both Faith and Trick's first appearance as well as Scott's.

Beauty and the Beasts - Season 3, Episode 4

Synopsis - Someone turns up dead and there is fear that Oz (as a werewolf) killed him. Buffy also discovers a feral Angel and fears he is the one killing people. However, neither party is guilty but it is still someone semi-close to home.

Homecoming - Season 3, Episode 5

Synopsis - Buffy and Cordelia get into a massive fight and decide to compete against each other for Homecoming Queen. Meanwhile, Trick has organized a Slayer Fest with Buffy and Faith as the hunted. This is the Mayor's first episode.

Thursday, April 26, 2018

the red pyramid: part one

So the current lack of Buffy (or X-Files) is because I'm currently remodeling part of my house. My brother laid down a new floor in my room, but prior to that my room was torn apart, furniture scattered all over the house, the carpet ripped up, the floor sanded, etc. He put the new floor down but it's been a process getting everything back into my room and cleaning up the other rooms that got inadvertently trashed with the belongings from my room.

This has also put a hold on my book reading. I'm trying to finish The Wheel of Time (because it didn't occur to me to blog about the books until after I was already halfway through the series) and Heroes of Olympus (which it didn't occur to me to blog about until I was also halfway though the series - this one I have no excuse for since I started them about the same time I revived my blog, unlike Wheel of Time which I started last year). So I haven't been blogging about books because who wants to start in the middle of a series? Not me. And I don't want to start a new book series until I at least finish Heroes of Olympus. I was expressing my woes to a friend of mine who suggested I try audio books. I was leery - listening to a book instead of reading one feels like cheating. But, she pointed out, if I have no time to read because of cleaning up the aftermath of a new floor, I could listen.

She suggested trying The Kane Chronicles, since I was reading Heroes of Olympus. Now, I have started The Red Pyramid probably a DOZEN times, never getting farther then chapter six or so. I don't know what my issue is. Percy Jackson and the Olympians was okay. I LOVE Heroes of Olympus. I have the first book in the Asgard series but just haven't gotten around to it yet. The Kane Chronicles is a series struggle. I just can't get into it. She told me the series works better as an audio book since it's actually written as a audio diary, and convinced me to give it a go.

So, here we are, and I am listening to it. I've gotten through five chapters in two days, which is more then I can currently say for Heroes of Olympus or Wheel of Time, and I figure the more I work on my house the more I'll get done. And, I can listen while I do mundane things like fold laundry or wash dishes. And it doesn't involve me actually reading the books. So, it's a bit win-win. The downside is when I want to go back and look at something I don't actually know where it was in the book (which I do own). So that's annoying. But, here we go.

I'm not sure what to talk about for the first five chapters. Really, the story is still being set up. I suppose maybe that's why I always have such a hard time getting into the book? But I guess not. Wheel of Time takes what feels like an entire book to get set up and I LOVE that series. Maybe it's because Egyptian mythology is not really my thing? I mean, I like it. I love mythology in general. But Greek and Norse are my favorites. However, there are other series out there that are heavily focused on Egyptian mythology (Star-Gate!!!) that I am absolutely crazy about. So, no clue what my problem is. I don't really care for first person narration. Maybe that's it...

Anyway, the chapters alternate between Carter and Sadie who each get two in a row. They are told in the format of them speaking to you, the reader, and they are told after the fact. Their story is on a cassette tape that is left behind for whoever finds it and they take turns telling the story. They are on the run, and are in great trouble, but in their desire to tell the story in as much order as possible you don't get all of the details at first.

Carter and Sadie Kane are the children of a famous Egyptologist father and an anthropologist mother, who is deceased. Their father had a long, drawn out custody battle with their mother's parents after her death. Their father received custody of Carter, and the grandparents received custody of Sadie. Carter and his father traveled all over the world, living out of their suitcases while Sadie grew up in England in a more normal environment.

The book opens with Carter and their father, Julius, going to England to visit Sadie. After collecting her they go to the British museum. Carter is worried for their father. He seems to be musing a lot over the past and their mother's death. He keeps talking about "making things right" - whatever that means. Sadie, meanwhile, is frustrated. She only gets to see her father twice a year and the last thing she wants to do is go to the British museum so he can work. Carter also notices that some people seem to be following them, though he doesn't understand why. And he sees his father use magic to hopefully trick those people, but he doesn't understand what he saw. Julius also argues with a man named Amos, telling him that he is set on doing whatever it is that he is about to do.

They arrive at the museum and Julius has his children lock the curator in his office so that he can have some privacy with the Rosetta Stone. He tells his children to stay out of the room, but they sneak back in, see their father preform some sort of magic on the stone while calling out to Osiris, and then see it go horribly wrong. The Rosetta Stone explodes, a man made of fire appears, he informs Julius that more then himself have been unleashed, and encloses Julius in a sarcophagus which sinks through the floor. Sadie attacks the man by throwing a rock at him, but it passes through him. He tries to attack the siblings, but he cannot. The Egyptian amulets from their father seem to be protecting them. They pass out, but right before they do Carter sees the people who were following them, who decide not to kill the children yet.

They come to finding the police everywhere, the Rosetta Stone destroyed, and their father wanted for an act of terrorism. Sadie tries to tell the police what happened but they, rather understandably, don't believe her. All that Sadie knows is that their father is missing and she (and presumably her brother) can suddenly understand ancient Egyptian. Back at her grandparents house the police inspector goes from wanting to charge the children with a crime to suddenly deporting them to America. Amos, from earlier, suddenly appears and takes custody of them as well as Sadie's pet cat from their father. Their grandparents do nothing to stop him as Sadie remembers Amos is their uncle.

He takes them to New York almost instantly on a magical boat, brings them to a magical mansion that needs magic to enter, and gives them rooms for the night - which they find themselves locked in. He also takes Julius's work bag from Carter, promising to return it at a later date but desiring to lock it up for now.

So, a lot is going on and the stage is still being set. I think my biggest problem with this book series is the secrecy. Both Carter and Sadie are completely in the dark. It is normal that when introduced to a new world the main character is in the dark and needs everything explained by an outsider who is part of that world, but no one seems to want to divulge any information. Their grandparents clearly know what is going on, yet won't say one word to explain the situation. And the granddaughter that they fought so long and so hard for they just hand over to Amos with barely any protest. Amos used to be part of their past but both Sadie and Carter barely remember him - indeed, at first they just thought that he looked familiar but was a stranger. Why was he so suddenly cut out from their lives? And why won't he tell them what is going on? What exactly happened to their mother and why won't Amos or the grandparents tell them? And who are those strangers who were determined to stop their father and actually considered killing them? And why would Amos lock them in their bedrooms? Even the connecting door between their rooms was locked!

Almost no information is given, everything is so secretive, and this causes a lot of understandable frustration for Carter and Sadie - and even for the reader. I can understand Julius's secrecy as a desire to protect his children but no one else's. Clearly Julius didn't know he was going to be enclosed in a sarcophagus and sink into the floor. He thought he was protecting Carter and Sadie by keeping information from them - but that clearly backfired. But everyone else's secrecy? Carter and Sadie's lives are in danger, their world has been turned upside down, but no one can tell them anything?!? Add to that that I can barely remember my Egyptian mythology so I don't know which information is relevant and which is not and I'm beginning to remember why I never get past chapter five or six...

Final note. A reference is made to the Greek gods when Amos brings Carter and Sadie to New York.

Anyway, back to more cleaning up from the remodeling - and some more chapters. Hopefully this gets better as I go...

Saturday, April 21, 2018

a closer character look: darla, angelus, drusilla, & spike

Unlike the post about The Master, this one really won't be complete. Why? Well, The Master has maybe another three episodes ahead of him, whereas Darla (despite being dead) and Drusilla have many more episodes ahead of them - and Angel and Spike have many more seasons ahead of them! And all of those episodes will expand upon their backstories individually and together, along with their very bizarre family unit, friendships, and love for each other. Unlike all the other seasonal main villains, these four will always be there.

The one thing I do want to say is that they are a collection of extreme emotions. They love each other. They hate each other. They are loyal to each other. They betray each other. The one constant theme, end of the day, is that they can't stay away from each other. They are one big, dysfunctional family - but they are just that. One big, dysfunctional family. Angel might have killed Darla, but that doesn't change the fact that he loved her. Drusilla might love Spike, but that doesn't change the fact that she was probably sleeping with Angel and physically attacked Spike for betraying him. Spike might look up to Angel and consider him a good friend, but that doesn't stop him from betraying him. Angel might consider Spike part of their family and on some level care for him, but that doesn't stop from sleeping with Drusilla or mocking Spike. Darla might love Angel but that didn't stop her for framing him for a crime he didn't commit.

End of the day these four might love and hate each other at the same time, might be loyal and betray each other in the same moment, but they always come back together because they are family and that means something to them.

And this theme, until now, has run through their entire history together. They have a huge future (and past) planned out for them in future episodes, but it will be shown that Angel gaining his soul changed everything forever and changes their family in ways they would once have never have been able to see or understand. And the further complication of Buffy entering their lives will have an even bigger impact upon their family - a far bigger one then Angel falling in love with her. She will inadvertently destroy their family.

Friday, April 20, 2018

a character exits: kendra

Kendra gets her own post even though she was a pretty minor character, appearing in only three episodes (though being part of four, technically) of season two. Why get her own post? Because even though her part was so small, it was significant.

Kendra first appears when a hit is taken out on Buffy's life. Indeed, at first Buffy thinks Kendra is one of the assassins sent to kill her. Kendra, likewise, thinks Buffy is a vampire since she saw Buffy kissing a vampire - Angel. When Kendra reveals herself as THE Vampire Slayer, Buffy takes her to Giles to find out the truth. It turns out Kendra IS a Slayer. She works with Buffy to stop Spike and save Angel. At first she doesn't want to, feeling that Angel should just die anyway since soul or no soul he is still a vampire. Oddly enough, Xander stands up for Angel and insists they have to rescue him. She returns for the end of season two, to help Buffy prevent the apocalypse. Drusilla hypnotizes her and kills her.

Kendra is a bit of a sad character. She is isolated from the world and is taken care of exclusively by her Watcher, who dictates every aspect of her life. When she is introduced she talks about only owning one shirt and how she isn't allowed to speak to boys. Her life is depicted as studying, training, and slaying - over and over and over again. She doesn't even go to a traditional school and receive a basic education. She also hasn't seen her parents since she was a small child. When her family found out that she might become a slayer one day they let her be taken away, feeling her calling was more important then anything else.

All of this is such a contrast from Buffy, who avoids studying when possible, has close friends, has a boyfriend, and lives with her mother. Kendra is the exact opposite of Buffy. She is a weapon, a finally honed weapon, and nothing else. She is the ideally perfect Slayer.

However, Buffy would disagree with this. Kendra sees Buffy's attachments and emotions as a distraction and a weakness. Buffy sees them as strengths. Her friends and her attachment to the world are reasons for her to not only fight, but win. And Buffy feels that her emotions give her that extra urge to push herself even further then she can go. Buffy tells Kendra that while Kendra is the better slayer, Buffy herself would win because Kendra is too removed, too reserved whereas Buffy fights with her all. So while Kendra might be the better weapon, that does not make her the better Slayer.

Arguments of better slayer aside, Kendra is also arguably THE Slayer. After all, Buffy did die and another Slayer was called and that was Kendra. This leads to the implication that Buffy is no longer "the chosen one" and were she ever to die again no new slayer would be called. It is Kendra's death that will call a new slayer. Incidentally, both of these things - Kendra dying and Buffy dying again - will be explored in future seasons.

Thursday, April 19, 2018

buffy the vampire slayer: part eight

Another season over. And I actually have to take a break now. My brother replaced my bedroom floor. Everything has been in disarray ever since the process started and now I need to clean up from that... I gotta say, though, I'm really enjoying rewatching from the beginning. Seasons 1-3 used to be my least favorites but I'm finding some hidden gems I completely forgot about.

So there are only a couple of things I want to talk about quickly. 

First, is Angel and Buffy. In "I Only Have Eyes For You" two ghosts from a murder/suicide in the 50's are possessing people in the school, replaying their tragedy. There was an illicit love affair between a male student and a female teacher and when she tried to call it off he shot her, then himself. At first Buffy has zero sympathy for the male student. But she and Angel become possessed - herself by the male student and Angel by the female teacher - and Angel survives the gunshot wound and fall from the balcony. Before Buffy can kill herself Angel goes to her and they kiss and make up. Buffy and Angel come to from their possession and realize what has just happened. Angel freaks out and leaves and Buffy has to confront her own bitter feelings over her relationship with Angel and how the murderous ghost identified with her own pain. 

Then Buffy and Willow find the disc that Jenny had translated the ritual to restore Angel's soul. Buffy has to come to a decision - kill Angel or try and restore his soul? In "Becoming," the decision is finally made. Angel is trying to bring about the apocalypse. Buffy decides that Willow should try and restore Angel's soul in the hopes that it prevents the apocalypse but if it doesn't then Buffy will kill him. However, something happens that none of them foresee. Willow succeeds but only after Angel has triggered the apocalypse. Buffy is forced to make the hard decision - kill Angel to stop the apocalypse. 

Meanwhile Joyce finally finds out the truth about Buffy being the Slayer and, understandably, does not take it well resulting in her kicking Buffy out of the house. Things end with Buffy leaving Sunnydale having averted the apocalypse by killing her boyfriend and losing her home.

Then there is Spike. Spike has decided he's had enough of Angel, his relationship with Drusilla, and his desire to start an apocalypse. He turns to Buffy with a deal: he will help Buffy stop Angel but he and Drusilla get to leave town and never return. At first Buffy is opposed to this, wishing to slay Drusilla (for killing Kendra just moments before) but in the end she agrees because she sees no other way. Spike does (more or less) come through for Buffy and leaves town with an unconscious Drusilla. This is worth noting because Spike's storyline is not done. This is actually just the beginning of it. His choice to turn on Angel, his choice to turn to Buffy for help - all of this will have major implications in the future between himself and Buffy, himself and Drusilla, and himself and Angel.

Then there is Xander, Willow, and Oz. The first time Willow tries to restore Angel's soul she fails - because Drusilla interrupts (and kills Kendra). Willow winds up in the hospital unconscious. While there Xander stays with her, panicking because he doesn't know if his best friend is going to ever wake up. Buffy asks him if Oz knows and Xander admits that he forgot to phone him and leaves to do that. Later on Xander is sitting with Willow begging her to wake up. He tells her he loves her. It is never specified if he means love as a friend or love romantically. But Willow does wake up right after his confession and ask for Oz. Oz appears but doesn't let on if he heard Xander or not.

This is interesting because if Xander does mean he romantically loves Willow he doesn't come to this conclusion until she not only has started to get over him but also might not survive. But this also shows that Willow really is getting over her feelings for him because upon waking the first person she asks for is Oz, not Xander. And asking for Xander would be logical - he's been her best friend since they were children. But he isn't the first person on her mind anymore. However, next season Willow and Xander are going to have to finally confront just what sort of relationship they want to have. 

Favorite episode? "I Only Have Eyes For You." Watching Buffy and Angel confront each other about the end of their relationship - even if they were possessed playing out someone else's relationship - was pretty powerful. 

I Only Have Eyes For You - Season 2, Episode 19

Synopsis - The anniversary of a murder/suicide that happened on school grounds comes around, causing the ghosts to replay the events over and over.

Go Fish - Season 2, Episode 20

Synopsis - Something is happening to the school swim team and the Scoobies must figure it out before something happens to Xander, who has gone undercover.

Becoming (Parts One & Two) - Season 2, Episodes 21 & 22

Synopsis - Angel decides to unleash an apocalypse, Spike teams up with Buffy to stop it, Willow tries to restore Angel's soul, and Joyce finds out the truth about Buffy.

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

a character exits: jenny calendar

Showing up for the last couple episodes of season one, while having a small part Jenny plays a pretty major role in the unfolding of season two.

At first glance she is just the new (temporary) computer science teacher. She admits to dabbling in witchcraft, is very accepting of demons and vampires existing, and sometimes uses magic to help the Scoobies out. She is also a serious love interest for Giles - the only one he will ever get in the show. And their relationship is very rocky. When things finally start to get serious between them she is possessed by a demon from Giles's youth. While things are resolved safely (actually though Angel saving her), she pulls away for a little bit citing the need for space to figure things out.

However, halfway through season two, it is revealed that she is so much more then all of this. She is actually Janna of Kalderash, gypsy of the clan that cursed Angel - and she is in Sunnydale to spy on Angel because her clan senses that his torment is waning and he might be in danger of losing his soul.

The revelation of her true purpose, however, does not show a villain sent to spy on the Scoobies. It shows a conflicted soul. Her uncle's arrival to remind her of her true purpose causes her to question everything. She might have initially come to spy on Angel, but she has grown to love Giles and care for Buffy and her friends. She even argues that Angel loving Buffy - and Buffy loving him in return - might not be a bad thing. And don't forget that Angel even saved her life from the demon possessing her.

Her uncle, who represents her clan, disagrees. For him the matter is simple. Angel was cursed for his crime of killing a beloved member of their clan. For this Angel must suffer for all eternity. He cannot fall in love, he cannot find happiness. Not only because he does not deserve it for his sins, but because finding that happiness means that he will lose his soul and the demon will take over once again. It is interesting to note, that immediately upon becoming Angelus, Angel seeks out and murders Jenny's uncle implying that he knew just who Jenny was all along.

But Jenny is torn between her duty to her clan and continually lying to her friends. Ultimately her deceit is discovered when Angel loses his soul. Buffy casts her from their group. Jenny applies to Giles, but he turns her away reminding her that Buffy asked her to leave. As time goes by Jenny strives to make things better between her and Giles, but finally he tells her that it is not him that she needs to make things better between. After talking to Buffy - in which Buffy is torn between being angry and wanting what is best for Giles - Jenny decides she needs to restore Angel's soul.

She works on translating the ancient ritual used so she can replicate it. Drusilla finds out what she is doing, however, and Angel destroys her work and murders her in cold blood - by snapping her neck, not feeding on her making it truly murder.

Jenny was a tragic character torn between duty and love - duty to her clan and love for Giles along with the desire to pursue her own life with the people she wanted to live with. In the end she made the choice of love and her own life by trying to make amends with Buffy so that she could go back to being with Giles, but that choice would inadvertently cost her her life. Trying to do the right thing and restore Angel's soul would cause Angel to murder her. Her death also showed just how callous Angel was - and also showed just how unsafe the world could be.

While Jenny's story is done, the actress does appear again later on as The First Evil. However, that is only an impersonation, not the real Jenny. 

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

buffy the vampire slayer: part seven

Okay, main focus here is going to be on Willow/Xander/Cordelia/Oz (so be prepared for some reading...) like promised but I do want to take a moment for Jenny first. She will, however, be getting her own, final, post. Probably tomorrow.

Jenny's final episode was "Passion," which is the third of these next four episodes. Jenny and Giles finally start to pick up the pieces of their relationship in this episode, with Jenny even admitting she is in love with Giles. After apologizing to Giles for everything he tells her that it is not his forgiveness she needs, but Buffy's. Jenny decides the best way to get Buffy's forgiveness is to "cure" Angel. She does not tell anyone of her plans. Buffy does actually try to start to forgive Jenny this episode, by telling her that Giles misses her. But she also makes it clear during that exchange that she is still mad and wants Jenny to continue to suffer.

Meanwhile, Angel spends this episode looking for ways to hurt Buffy while Buffy, Giles, and company spend this episode looking for ways to remove Angel from their lives. They succeed and are able to uninvite Angel from both Willow and Buffy's homes. Angel interrupts them while they are working the spell on Buffy's home. Frustrated and angry at the turn of events he looks for a way to hurt them. And he stumbles across Jenny, who Drusilla has informed him has found a possible way of restoring his soul. After destroying the computer Jenny was using, and then burning the printed copy of the spell, Angel chases her down to kill her, ultimately snapping her neck instead of feeding off of her. He then takes Jenny to Giles's home - where they have not had the time to do the uninvitation spell yet - and sets everything up for a romantic evening with a dead woman in Giles's bed.

Willow, Xander, Cordelia, and Oz have a bunch messy and complicated relationships both individually and collectively which has some serious pain in the future for them.

First there is Willow and Xander. Willow has always been in love with Xander - who has never returned her feelings - and now she is finally starting to get over it with Oz. When she walks in on Xander and Cordelia kissing in "Innocence" it puts a temporary strain on her and Xander's friendship. Willow even points out to Xander that Xander would rather be with someone that he hates then be with Willow. Which, ouch. But honestly, I think Willow is more hurt that Xander wasn't honest with her. Which the flip side is how could Xander be honest when he knows that everyone hates Cordelia and he himself probably has such mixed feelings about it. Just when things seem to get better they get worse again in "Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered" when a love spell gone wrong has Willow desperately chasing Xander. Willow is really hurt after the spell is reversed - no doubt not only because of her long term feelings for Xander but because she was just finally starting to get over them with Oz.

Then there is Willow and Cordelia who are starting to form a real friendship despite their dislike of each other, and Willow's hurt over Xander's betrayal. Their budding friendship has been going on all along before Willow finds out about Cordelia and Xander but it really comes out in "Phases." In "Phases" there is a scene with the two of them at the Bronze together complaining about their boyfriends. Cordelia is, amusingly enough, complaining about Xander and Buffy as well as Xander and Willow to Willow and Willow is complaining about the lack of a relationship with Oz who is supposed to be her boyfriend.

Meanwhile, Willow finally gets her relationship with Oz in "Surprise" only to be almost immediately frustrated with it. In one of the most amusing "asking someone out for a first date" scene ever, Oz hints to Willow that he wants to ask her out but he is nervous. Willow asks him if it helps to know that she is going to say yes. Oz responds that it does help and then asks her out. Willow immediately has to turn him down because of a prior commitment to Buffy's birthday party. Then she asks Oz if he would like to go with her. Oz says he doesn't want to crash the party but Willow tells him he could be her date. Of course, Buffy's birthday is a complete and utter disaster all around but out of it Willow and Oz get their first date.

In "Innocence" after she finds out the truth about Xander and Cordelia she tries to get Oz to make out with her while they, along with Xander and Cordelia, are out to steal a weapon for Buffy to use on The Judge. But Oz is astute enough to realize that she only wants to do it to hurt Xander. He turns down her offer saying that while he does want to kiss her he doesn't want to cheapen it by it being over revenge. He also tells her that in his fantasy of kissing Willow, it is Willow who kisses him. What he is trying to tell Willow, but she doesn't see, is that he does want a relationship with her but only when she is ready to have a relationship with him. And that he doesn't want any potential relationship between them to be tainted by her feelings for Xander. I think he does know that Willow is in love with Xander and for now he is content to wait.

This, however, makes Willow frustrated. She and Oz start to date but nothing happens - not even a single kiss. She doesn't understand how Oz can claim to have feelings for her but not act upon them. However, I think in Oz's eyes, he is in love with Willow but wants to know that Willow at least returns some semblance of those feelings. Maybe she doesn't have to return his feelings of love right away but she does need to have more feelings for Oz and less for Xander. He could even be frustrated in return but he has such a calm, zen-like nature and approach to life that no frustration ever shows. Willow expresses these frustrations to both Cordelia and Buffy with Buffy finally telling her that maybe she needs to make the first move. Willow, however, is afraid that this will make her look like a slut.

Things finally come to a head between Willow and Oz in "Phases" when Oz decides to pull back after realizing he is the werewolf Buffy is hunting. He turns down a chance to spend time with Willow. He sees it as protecting Willow from himself - as well as probably protecting himself from Buffy (who went from determined to stop the werewolf but protect it to now angry at the werewolf for killing someone and determined to stop it no matter what) and an opportunity to figure out what is going on with himself. To Willow, though, enough is enough. She can't figure out why Oz seems to like her but not only won't act on it and is now pulling away from her. She goes to his house to finally confront him, refuses to leave when he asks her to, and sees him turn into the werewolf.

After things are resolved - Oz is stopped without hurting anyone and without being hurt himself by both Buffy and the werewolf hunter in town - the next day at school Oz gives Willow an out. He tells her that if she wants he'll leave her life. Willow stops him, however, and tells him that she likes having him in her life and that while him being a werewolf complicates things it's not a deal-breaker. They start to go their separate ways when Willow runs back and kisses Oz finally sealing the fact that they are in a relationship and giving Oz what he truly wants - not only a Willow who wants to be in a relationship with him, but now also a Willow who doesn't mind the added complication of him being a werewolf. Willow leaves and Oz finally voices what everyone in the audience already knows - that he is in love with her.

Now on to Xander and Cordelia. After many episodes of sneaking into closets to make out and insult each other (actually, I think that only literally happened in one episode... it was just implied in the others...) their relationship finally comes into the open after Willow sees them kissing each other in "Innocence." Xander and Cordelia actually have a very sad relationship. They don't really like each other, they aren't quite sure why they are together, and they both feel the need to hide their relationship - not only because they know how their friends will react but because they are not even sure how they themselves feel about it. Add to this that Xander makes Cordelia feel very insecure and jealous. She knows that he is in love with Buffy, frequently accuses him of being in love with Buffy, and has to stand there while Xander does not deny it. She is constantly complaining that he cares more for Buffy and Willow then herself and he does nothing to dissuade her from feeling this way.

However, despite this, Xander does seem to care on some level for Cordelia. He is frequently seen protecting her and even gives her a necklace for a Valentine's Day present. She promptly breaks up with him because her friends want her to and he demands the necklace back to use it in a love spell on her which horribly backfires and causes every other woman in town to fall in love with him, but hey. And while one would think that Cordelia would be mad at him for trying to cast a love spell on her she instead is actually touched by the incredibly selfish gesture. It's probably a good idea that he didn't tell her he was doing it so he could break up with her instead so she would know how it felt. However, knowing Cordelia, that might not have upset her.

Cordelia's character, while staying the same, has seriously grown and changed. She went from selfish, shallow, and cruel to still selfish, shallow, and cruel but actually allowing herself to care for Buffy and her friends, go out of her way to befriend them with no personal gain for herself, and even start to fall in love with one of them.

"Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered" begins with Cordelia dumping Xander to appease her friends and ends with Cordelia telling her friends that she will date whomever she wants to date "no matter how lame he is." And while Xander is not exactly thrilled by that last part, he does appreciate Cordelia standing up for him. However, while that may have settled things (more or less) with her friends, she still has a rocky relationship with Xander as she is left questioning how much of their relationship is actually real. This is especially true for the audience when Xander attempts to rebound with Buffy before he realizes that she is just under a spell. Does Xander actually feel anything for Cordelia if he willing to forget her so quickly the moment Buffy shows interest? Cordelia's feelings of jealousy and insecurity are very justified.

She knows her position is precarious. She seems to have a love/hate relationship with everyone - including Xander the one person who it should only be a love/love relationship with. Her relationship with Giles is even rocky. There is even an amusing moment in "Killed By Death" in which Giles was stuck with Cordelia's help and he whined about being stuck with her right in front of her.

Lastly, Xander and Oz. (I got nothing for Oz and Cordelia.) Xander seems to distrust Oz. In "Phases" he claims it is because Oz is both a senior and in a band (which seems to Xander to attract a bad element) however one can't help but wonder if what he is really upset about is Willow dating someone. No matter who Buffy shows interest in Xander finds a flaw. This makes one wonder ifthe same is true for Willow.

Meanwhile, Xander is actually able to get under calm, cool, and collected Oz's skin. When Willow falls under the love spell that was intended for Cordelia, and is rejected by Xander, she hysterically calls Oz on the phone and cried for a couple of hours. Oz actually seeks out and punches Xander for upsetting Willow so much. Whether or not Oz knows what fully went down between Willow and Xander is unclear. However he is clearly mad at Xander for not only upsetting Willow so much but possibly even for seemingly playing with her emotions and moving in on territory that Oz has finally marked as his own. Xander insists that he didn't touch Willow and Oz lends his help to the problem at hand.

Now, favorite episode? "Phases." "Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered" was a close second but Willow and Oz are my absolute favorite. In this episode Buffy and her friends try to track down and detain a werewolf that attacked Cordelia and Xander. Buffy also has to stop a werewolf hunter who wants to kill the werewolf for his pelt. After the werewolf seemingly kills someone Buffy has decided that maybe detaining the werewolf isn't enough. Meanwhile Oz realizes that he is the werewolf and has to wrestle with that along with the knowledge that he might have killed someone, that Buffy now wants to kill him, and that he should probably dump Willow for her own good. Buffy discovers that the werewolf did not kill anyone. Willow confronts Oz about their relationship and finds out that he is the werewolf and is forced to shot werewolf Oz with a tranquilizer gun after he attacks Buffy. In the end the hunter leaves town empty handed and Oz finally gets his wish when Willow kisses him. Pure Oz and Willow romance. It does not get better then this.

The four episodes:

Phases - Season 2, Episode 15

Synopsis - Oz discovers he is the werewolf that Buffy is determined to hunt down and Willow has finally decided that she and Oz need to establish just what their relationship is.

Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered - Season 2, Episode 16 

Synopsis - Cordelia dumps Xander on Valentine's Day so he decides to get revenge with a love spell which backfires horribly.

Passion - Season 2, Episode 17

Synopsis - Jenny discovers a way to restore Angel's soul but Drusilla realizes what she is up to.

Killed By Death - Season 2, Episode 18

Synopsis - While sick in the hospital with the flu Buffy realizes that an invisible creature is killing children.

Sunday, April 15, 2018

buffy the vampire slayer: part six

Somehow I thought that I had not only completed this post but put it up days ago. Instead, I barely even started it. Bear with me, I'm a little sleep deprived here.

Today, I only want to talk about Angel. And maybe for Jenny for like a sentence or two. But even that is really kind of about Buffy and Giles. Willow/Xander/Cordelia/Oz will be the focus of the next post even though all of that starts here. But the episodes "Surprise" and "Innocence" have a LOT packed into them and I don't want to get into it all in one post. Especially since I'm so tired.

Angel and Buffy have had a pretty rocky relationship from day one. Him being a vampire, her being a slayer - things are already stacked against them. And this has overshadowed their entire will they/won't they relationship. Giles and Willow are firmly in the "Buffy an Angel should be together" camp. Xander is firmly in the "I hate Angel but unfortunately he does come through for us" camp. And Cordelia seems to be in the "I suppose Angel and I are never going to date" camp. My point is, even Xander who does not like Angel accepts that he is one of the "good guys."

Buffy's birthday rolls around. Spike and Drusilla have a major surprise for her in the form of a demon called "The Judge" aka, the "no weapon forged can stop him" demon. And last time he was stopped it took an army who cut him up into pieces and scattered those pieces all over the world. A piece of The Judge falls into Buffy's hands and Jenny suggests Angel gets rid of it. This is two fold. One, the piece does need disposing of. Two, it would take Angel months to do this job thus separating him from Buffy and ensuring his soul remains intact. Why would Jenny want to do this? Because she is a gypsy from the tribe that initially cursed Angel.

While attempting to help Angel get away with the final piece Buffy and him are ambushed and the bad guys get it. Buffy and Angel go back to his place where they have sex, something that Buffy has been contemplating for a while now. However, after experiencing a moment of "true happiness" with Buffy, Angel loses his soul.

Angel then teams up with Spike and Drusilla who are glad to see him restored to their old friend. Angel proceeds to play mind games with Buffy and her friends and helps Drusilla unleash The Judge upon the world. Buffy does stop The Judge and she also kicks Angel's ass big time - but she can't bring herself to kill him yet.

So, first of all, this is a massive game changer that is going to have major implications in Buffy and Angel's future. For Buffy, how can you be with someone when you are what makes them lose their soul? Likewise for Angel, how can you be with someone who causes you to lose your soul? There is no real answer here. There is no closure. Even if Angel's soul is restored can he and Buffy go back to what they once had? And a soulless Angel who plays mind games with Buffy and her friends? That is not going to be a pretty picture. How do you forgive someone when they have crossed lines that shouldn't be crossed. So far Angel hasn't, but...

This also sets Angel up to be the main bad guy of season two. All along Buffy thought she was fighting against Spike and Drusilla - who she thought she stopped. Now the tables are turned and one of the people who knows very intimate details of Buffy and her friends has gone to the enemy. Spike and Drusilla might have started out as the main bad guys this season but ultimately, though some decisions that haven't been made yet (but the groundwork for them has been laid) it will be Angel.

How everyone reacts to Angel's transformation for the rest of the season is going to be key for how events play out. Also, Buffy's own feelings and realization that she is the reason Angel lost his soul.

Now, my Jenny side note. Buffy realizes that Jenny has been lying to everyone all along. While getting ready to go up against The Judge, Jenny says she wants to help. Buffy turns her offer down and tells her to get out. Jenny turns to Giles to appeal to him and he stands by Buffy's decision. This could not have been easy for Giles. Earlier he and Jenny had started to patch things up, finally. It was looking like maybe they could actually have a relationship. But Giles chooses Buffy over Jenny. Which, partly, one could argue that of course he does. She's the Slayer, he is her Watcher. But this shows just how deep his bond with Buffy is - and also how seriously he takes his duties. it has already been established multiple times that he didn't want this life. Jenny could easily be an out for him. But he doesn't take it. Instead he stays with Buffy but not only because his duty is more important but because Buffy is more important. Giles will always make the hard choices when it comes down to Buffy. And sometimes those choices hurt Buffy. But every decision he makes he believes is always for her benefit, even if she does not see it.

Now, my favorite episode? Not "Surprise" or "Innocence." It's actually "Bad Eggs." "Surprise" and "Innocence" are very heavy episodes - very good episodes, but very heavy. "Bad Eggs" is a monster of the week that is pretty light and funny in comparison but still good.

A parenting homework assignment goes wrong when instead of being given real eggs, the students are given eggs with little parasites that take over people. This episode has confusion - why are there eggs all over the school? Suspense - who has been taken over? Creepiness - those parasites attached to people? Ugh!!! Amusement - Xander going to eat his hard boiled child? Priceless. I honestly don't have a lot to say about this episode - and maybe that's because I'm so tired - but it was good. But maybe I just don't have a lot to say because this one kind of stands on it's own.

The four episodes:

Ted - Season 2, Episode 11

Synopsis - Buffy's mom starts dating again but her new boyfriend is NOT what he seems. And proving this gets Buffy into serious trouble.

Bad Eggs - Season 2, Episode 12

Synopsis - Everyone has to take an egg home for a school assignment in parenting but the eggs are actually parasites looking to take over everyone.

Surprise - Season 2, Episode 13

Synopsis - It's Buffy's birthday and Spike and Drusilla are looking to unleash "The Judge" - a demon who cannot be stopped.

Innocence - Season 2, Episode 14

Synopsis - Buffy has to deal with the loss of Angel's soul, Angel teaming up with Spike and Drusilla,  and somehow defeat The Judge.

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

buffy the vampire slayer: part five

More season two escapades!

So, first, Giles and Angel - since things are going to change here soon. From day one Giles has accepted Angel as legitimate help. United in their goal to protect and save Buffy they have always found a common ground. Even though Giles has looked into Angel and found out about his past as Angelus he still respected Angel and his offers of help and advice. Likewise, Angel respects Giles and often turns to him when he feels Buffy is in danger. Giles has watched on at Buffy and Angel's budding friendship and romance and never once objected. Indeed, Giles actually suggests to Buffy in an earlier episode this season that she go out on a date with Angel pretty much giving him the ultimate seal of approval.

There is also Giles and Jenny. After their relationship starts to finally take off Jenny is possessed by a demon from Giles's youthful days when he was rebelling against his future as a Watcher and worshiping a demon with his friends. While the demon is in control of her she tries to kill Giles, Ethan Rayne (who is back in town and is one of those friends from Giles's demon worshiping youthful days), and Buffy (who Ethan initiates against her will into their cult in the hopes of sparing himself). In the end Jenny is saved without the loss of her life but a distance grows between herself and Giles as she tries to cope with what happened to herself. She doesn't come right out and say to Giles "I am breaking up with you" but she does leave him with no doubt that she doesn't want him not only right now but not even any time in the foreseeable future.

Then we have more Cordelia, though this is actually pretty brief and just a couple of observations. During "Halloween" Willow actually refers to themselves as her "friends, sort of." And in "The Dark Age" Cordelia wants to help Giles and insists that Buffy give her a task too after giving Willow and Xander assignments. Later on that episode Xander actually shields Cordelia when the demon attacks them. Speaking of Xander, while Willow has seriously warmed up to Cordelia, and Buffy is still kinda on the fence, Xander still unquestionably hates her. Until the episodes "What's My Line?" that is. Locked in Buffy's basement, hurling insults at each other like usual, Xander and Cordelia finally kiss. Later on Xander tells her that they need to talk and points out to her that they can't keep avoiding each other. After another argument in which they both accuse the other of doing the kiss and both assure the other that they don't want anyone to know, they kiss again. This is the start of Xander and Cordelia's very messy relationship.

In "What's My Line?" Kendra is introduced. She is very much all business and at first doesn't like Buffy or approve of her relationship with Angel. She even disapproves of saving him which causes Xander to speak up on Angel's behalf by pretty much saying they save their friends even if they don't like them - which is an odd way to look at the Angel/Xander relationship. By the time Kendra leaves, however, she decides that Buffy is actually a pretty good slayer - and that Angel is not too bad either.

Final note is on Willow and Oz. They finally meet in "What's My Line?" Buffy even tells Willow that Oz likes her but Willow brushes it off and says that isn't the case. When the assassin attacks Buffy, Oz protects Willow - even getting shot in the process. Later on, Willow tries to thank Oz but he stops her. He makes some jokes about animal crackers and when Willow laughs he tells her that he likes her smile. Willow is surprised and Oz goes back to making jokes. The two of them walk away laughing together making the start of their relationship.

Favorite episode? "The Dark Age." Here we get a closer look at Giles's past. He's spoken before about how he didn't want to be a Watcher and even rebelled against it. Now, here, we see the fallout of that rebellion - as well as his guilt since it puts Buffy in danger and costs his relationship with Jenny. This is a very good Giles episode - and he doesn't get that many episodes - which helps to paint a more complete picture. It shows him as more then just a father figure for the group. Yes, he is still that father for them, but he's a human father and fallible. But perhaps his past mistakes make him even more determined to do right in the future. Perhaps his brushes with the dark in the past make him that more determined to stay in the light and protect those he cares about.

The five episodes:

Halloween - Season 2, Episode 6

Synopsis - Halloween is traditionally a night off for the forces of darkness but a costume shop comes to town that turns people into their costumes - causing Spike to take action against Buffy. This is Ethan Rayne's first episode.

Lie To Me - Season 2, Episode 7

Synopsis - A dying friend from Buffy's past comes to Sunnydale with a proposition for Spike - the Slayer in exchange for immortality.

The Dark Age - Season 2, Episode 8

Synopsis - Giles's past catches up with him when a demon starts killing his old friends.

What's My Line? (Parts One & Two) - Season 2, Episodes 9 & 10

Synopsis - Buffy finds out that she isn't the only vampire slayer when Spike takes out a hit on her so he can kidnap Angel to cure Drusilla.

Monday, April 9, 2018

buffy the vampire slayer: part four

So I decided to gift myself with "Buffy the Vampire Slayer the Complete Series" after getting my tax return. Spending money on myself is something I am trying to get used to after not doing it for so long. So season two! Yay!

First, relationships. There were SO MANY relationships that I wanted to discuss here but in the end I had to trim it down. Between Buffy's attitude problem, Xander's failed love life, Giles and Jenny, Giles and Angel (which I've been itching to talk about since season one), Buffy and Angel, Cordelia's change of heart, Spike and Angel, Willow and Xander, and now Willow and Oz.

That is too much for one post. So I had to stick with what was strictly relevant.

First is Buffy's attitude problem in episode one. She snappish towards Willow and Xander and cutting towards Giles. That night when Angel visits her she pushes him away for being a vampire. Angel comments that he missed Buffy before leaving but when Buffy finally decides to admit the same in return he is gone.

Her attitude towards Willow and Xander continues the next day and when Cordelia comes along she is cruel towards her. Incidentally it is Buffy's attitude towards Cordelia that finally makes Willow realize something is going on. That night at The Bronze she mocks Angel then dances inappropriately with Xander and teases him - which hurts Willow both because it's not fair to Xander and because Buffy knows Willow is in love with Xander. Oddly enough this is Cordelia's breaking point who not only can't believe what she is hearing but is actually visibly upset by it. She finally confronts Buffy about it and tells her she needs to get over whatever is bothering her before she loses her friends.

Willow and Xander, fearing Buffy is possessed, turn to Giles who theorizes that Buffy is probably having a hard time processing what happened between her and the Master - especially her death at the Master's hands.

In the end what snaps Buffy out of her attitude problem is the realization that her friends are in danger when they are abducted for a ritual to raise the Master. With Angel and Xander she goes to save them. The stop the vampires and save their friends. Buffy then destroys the skeleton of the Master so he can never be revived and Angel holds her while she cries. The next day at school, despite her fears of potentially losing her friends, she faces them and life continues on as normal.

And, there is a closer look at Cordelia. In these episodes Cordelia begins opening up more to the group. In "When She Was Bad," despite Buffy's bitchiness, Cordelia is actually kinda nice to Buffy and her friends. She even inquires if they slayed any demons over the summer which was probably an attempt at conversation with a group of people she has nothing in common with. Of course, when they ask her if she has been telling people the truth she is horrified at the thought of everyone knowing she spent prom night with them. And later on in that episode Cordelia finally decides she has had enough of Buffy's attitude problem and tries to give her the advice of being nice to her friends before she loses them. There is nothing in this for Cordelia, but she does it none the less.

During "Some Assembly Required" she is actually present in the library when everyone is discussing what is going on with the empty grave that Buffy found. An invitation is even extended to Cordelia to join them as they investigate other recent graves that night. She blows them off but the invitation was extended. In "School Hard" she is actually in the library with everyone sharpening stakes for Buffy while waiting for the parents to show up for Parent/Teacher Night.

In "Inca Mummy Girl" she talks to Buffy about the foreign exchange students coming. Cordelia is excited for herself and Buffy because they will be getting exchange students in their homes for two weeks. Cordelia sees her's as a handsome foreigner and when she finds out Buffy knows nothing about her own she informs Buffy that she is brave for not picking a handsome one. Yes, Cordelia is incredibly shallow here but more importantly she is NICE. And nice with no personal gain in sight. Lastly in "Reptile Boy" she pressures Buffy into going to a frat party because Cordelia's invitation says that Buffy must be invited. Her we see old Cordelia - bitchy, rude, and self-centered. But seeing old Cordelia for one episode doesn't erase seeing a changing Cordelia for the past four episodes.

Then there is Giles and Jenny. Giles has decided that he does have feelings for Jenny and decides to act on them in a purely Giles way. Everyone finds Giles practicing pick up lines in the library and Buffy tries to give him some advice. When he finally does try to ask Jenny out he fails at it miserably, however she realizes what is going on and gives him the offer to discuss what is on his mind that night. Suddenly he finds himself going to dinner and a football game with Jenny. While out with her Jenny casually makes a comment about it being a date, which catches Giles of guard.

While on their date Willow and Xander show up. When Giles tries to send them away to find out what Buffy is doing they instead decide to crash Giles's date and eat the popcorn he had bought for himself and Jenny. Later on the four of them go to help Buffy and Jenny makes a comment about her and Giles going on a second date.

Lastly I have two honorary mentions. I could have saved Cordelia for another episode but I there really isn't much to say about these two since the story lines are at the beginning so I decided to throw them in at the end.

One is Xander's failed love life. So far we have seen Praying Mantis Woman and Buffy's rejection. Here we have Inca Mummy Girl. Xander cannot catch a break with a normal woman - a theme that runs throughout the show.

Then there is Willow and Oz. We meet Oz for the first time in "Inca Mummy Girl" and for him it's love at first sight. Ironically enough Willow spends this episode finding out that Xander is completely not in love with her (despite their almost kiss is "When She Was Bad") then gets to see him fall head over heels for Ampata (who they don't realize is the Inca Mummy Girl). She even has a scene with Buffy where she talks about how maybe she should give up on Xander and move on with her life but she's not sure that she is ready to do that.

So, favorite episode?

I think I'm going to have to go with "Reptile Boy." "When She Was Bad" was good, and it did have some good Cordelia moments (unlike "Reptile Boy") but in all honesty Buffy's attitude problem towards Willow and Xander didn't make any sense. Towards everyone else? Yes. Them? No. Plus, in "Reptile Boy" we finally see Buffy caving to all the pressure that is constantly on her. All that pressure causes her to lie to Giles about her whereabouts and try to date someone who isn't Angel who just blew her off - all so she can feel like a normal girl. There is also the very amusing scene where Willow knocks both Giles and Angel down a peg for these exact reasons. And, we see Xander determined to save his friends when they are kidnapped even though he has no super powers and no plan. The good thing about Xander is that he might always be a normal guy but he is a normal guy determined to do the right thing even when he knows he is just a normal guy. Plus, when the episode ends we see Angel finally admitting to Buffy that maybe they should date.

The first five episodes of season two:

When She Was Bad - Season 2, Episode 1

Synopsis - Buffy comes back from visiting her father all summer distant and with an attitude problem - along with nightmares about the Master.

Some Assembly Required - Season 2, Episode 2

Synopsis - Buffy and her friends discover someone is digging up graves to steal body parts.

School Hard - Season 2, Episode 3

Synopsis - Principal Snyder volunteers Buffy and another girl named Shelia to set up the school for Parent/Teacher Night. A new vampire in town crashes the event trying to kill Buffy. This is Spike and Drusilla's first appearance.

Inca Mummy Girl - Season 2, Episode 4

Synopsis - A mummy of an Incan Princess comes to life and starts dating Xander. This is Oz and Devon's first appearances.

Reptile Boy - Season 2, Episode 5

Synopsis - Cordelia and Buffy are invited to a frat party but they are actually sacrifices for a reptile creature in the basement.

Thursday, April 5, 2018

a closer character look: the master

While The Master will appear in at least three more episodes I can think of between "Buffy" and "Angel," the season one finale is his real exit from the show.

While he is not the oldest vampire, he is the oldest known vampire and commands respect from vampires everywhere. He sired Darla who went on to sire Angel. He was drawn to North America and the Hellmouth located in Sunnydale. During an attempt to open it, an earthquake struck the town sealing The Master underground and trapping him within the entrance to the Hellmouth. Prophecy stated that one day a Slayer would come to stop The Master from opening the Hellmouth and that her death would release him. He needed the power within her blood to break free from the barrier locking him in. Buffy, not realizing this, went to The Master to stop him from breaking free. He hypnotized her, drank enough of her blood to give him the power he needed, and left her to drown in a shallow pool of water. Buffy was revived and went on to stop him, not falling under the power of his hypnosis again. She knocks him though a skylight, staking him on a piece of broken wood below.

The Master is depicted both as a traditional villain and as a traditional vampire. He is ancient, powerful, seeped in tradition, ceremony, and prophecy. This can lead him to be a bit close-minded. Generally speaking, when villains (or even heroes) rely on prophecy alone there can be many unintended consequences. This is shown with The Master who puts blind faith in the prophecy and is shocked when Buffy survives her death. Instead of insuring she was actually dead he assumes everything will happen the way he wishes it, allowing her to be saved and to stop him. It also shows a certain lack of reasoning and foresight.

Sometimes, for every prophecy that one side follows there is a counter prophecy the other side follows. Usually both sides have their own prophecy that they strive to fulfill so that their side might win. While there are not two prophecies here there is Buffy, who chooses to break with prophecy. She makes the choice to follow it, but to follow it on her own terms - and I don't think such a thing could even be conceived of by The Master. For example, the prophecy states that the Anointed One will lead the Slayer to the Master, and that the Slayer will not recognize him. Only, upon hearing this, Buffy decides to seek the Anointed One out, finds him, and asks him to take her to the Master. This could have provided the wiggle room needed to break the prophecy and ensure the side of good, and not evil, wins. However, The Master, so locked in what SHOULD be because he wishes it to be so does not see what COULD be. This also shows how people who have an obsession with tradition and ceremony are often caught off guard by those who have no loyalty or even belief in those systems. When one is stagnant and strict in their beliefs, not allowing room for any alternate possibility, they can find their beliefs completely and utterly broken by those who are willing to bend and change.

The Master has no room for shades of gray in his life. His life is very black and white. The forces of evil versus the forces of good, with himself leading his minions through fear to an ensured victory because he alone wills it alongside the fallible belief that prophecy and ceremony will see his way. Buffy is not like that. While the lines for her are just as clear cut - the forces of good against the forces of evil - there is much gray in her life. She has friends, not minions, who help her because they love her not fear her. She leads but she listens to the advice that is given to her - and while she might discount it she does acknowledge it. For her prophecy is a guide line, not the be all and end all of truth. It is a tool to be used but not strictly adhered to. And while she does have a belief in victory she also has a fear of failure. She knows that she is just one person and can only do so much. But she has faith that end of the day, the forces of good will win. One day she will face a foe that causes that faith to leave her, but The Master is not that foe. In her eyes he is just a really powerful vampire and she is the Vampire Slayer. Plus she has a vampire with a soul on her side - you don't get much more shades of gray then that!

A couple of final notes on The Master, he is unlike other vampires. I assume this is because he is so ancient and powerful, and I honestly don't remember if it gets touched upon in his later episodes. I do remember his appearance is mentioned later on but I don't remember what was said about it, other then the newly turned Angel commenting on it.

Unlike other vampires in the show, The Master does not appear human. He is constantly in his vampire form. Whether this is from his age or level of power (after all, he could be one of the first vampires ever made) or both, I don't know. But he never appears in human form, unlike Darla and Angel. And even his vampire form is slightly different. His face his more demonic and his hands are very claw-like. Also, his death was completely different. While he did turn to dust it wasn't in a poof like all the other vampires. Instead, his dust dissipated as it slowly rose into the air. And while all other vampires turn completely to dust, his skeleton remained. The first episode of season two will deal with his remaining skeleton, along with the attempt to bring him back to life using it, but the point is it does remain. One would assume that this is again either because of how old or powerful (or both) he was. 

Sunday, April 1, 2018

buffy the vampire slayer: part three

So I wrapped up season one of Buffy last night. Now I need to replace the remaining seasons so I can continue watching, but that is a problem for later. Right now I want to look at Cordelia.

Despite being in the credits Cordelia is barely in t.v. show until the last two episodes. Prior to these two episodes she is just portrayed as the popular and rich mean girl who runs the school. Her attempts to befriend Buffy backfire because Buffy decides she doesn't want Cordelia - a feeling you figure she probably isn't too accustomed too. However, in "Out of Mind, Out of Sight" (which, incidentally is my favorite of these four episodes) you get a closer look at her. You get to see her though her own eyes. She knows she comes across as shallow and cruel, but she doesn't care. She sees the world as a lonely place, and she sees her life as a lonely one. To quote her, she can be surrounded by people who are so busy adoring her and agreeing with her they don't even hear what she says. When Buffy asks her why she would want to live like that she responds it is better to be alone surrounded by people then to just be alone. And that is what Cordelia is. She's alone surrounded by people who she knows aren't really her friends. And despite how she acts, she is smart. When she realizes she is in trouble and that someone is out to get her she runs to Buffy. Of course, she says it is because she thinks Buffy is a gang member but she does realize that Buffy is strong and that Buffy helps people. She knows she can't handle this - whatever it is since her attacker is invisible - and she does know that Buffy can handle this and will handle this because this is what Buffy does. She saves people. And despite Cordelia's cruelty towards Buffy she knows Buffy is a hero. In the end, after she and Buffy have a heart to heart, and Buffy saves her, Cordelia tries to be publicly nice to Buffy, Willow, and Xander. But she's not allowed to be. Her friends catch her and she lies for her reasons talking to them and mocks them. Xander voices his regret in saving her but the truth is it's really very sad. Cordelia doesn't actually hate Buffy and her friends. If anything she might actually like them. But she's not allowed to like them because she knows she is on the top of the Sunnydale food chain and they are on the bottom. And she can't risk falling to the bottom with them - most likely out of fear that she will be equally unhappy there. While she's unhappy at the top she is, at least, on the top. Of course, all of this comes to a head in the next season when Cordelia has to ask herself what she really wants. Then, in "Prophecy Girl," Cordelia is fully thrust into the world of vampires. Yes, she turned to Buffy in the previous episode for help with an invisible assailant, but this episode she actually finds herself facing off against vampires along with Willow, Giles, and Jenny. Actually, she finds herself saving Willow and Jenny from the vampires first. Cordelia could have easily just driven off and left them to their fate but she helps them, only to find herself fighting for her life alongside them. And earlier in the episode she was being nice to Willow. Yes, Willow called her out on it because Cordelia wanted her help with the upcoming dance but Cordelia doesn't have to ask nicely. And, even after asking nicely she doesn't have to continue being nice. Instead of being her usual bitchy self she actually comes across as human these two episodes. A very flawed human, but still human all the same.

The last thing I want to talk about is how Xander hates Angel. This is two-fold. One, he hates Angel because he knows Angel is competition when it comes down to Buffy. As a matter of fact, in "Prophecy Girl" he finally asks Buffy out only to be turned down - and he accuses Buffy of turning him down because of Angel. Two, Angel is a vampire. Xander is the only character who consistently hates vampires. Whereas Willow accepts Angel and hopes Buffy finds happiness with him and Giles has actually befriended Angel in a way Xander has nothing but hatred for him. And Xander will have nothing but hatred for any vampire that comes into their lives. While the others will have mixed feelings for vampires that come and go, warring between hatred, respect, love, and acceptance Xander will only ever hate. And it is interesting for many reasons but for now it is just here between him and Angel. It is interesting to note before going further in the series and meeting more vampires that Xander does hate Angel.

So, favorite episode? Like I said, "Out of Mind, Out of Sight." While the "bad guy" was actually pretty weak she did have a very good story line. A girl so lonely, a girl so overlooked, the Hellmouth turns her invisible. So she of course decides to take revenge on Cordelia. Like I said, weak on one hand. But actually really good on another. However, she is not the whole reason why I like the episode. Well, her backstory at least since her current story is weak. No, I actually like it for the look inside of Cordelia it offers. I won't rehash everything I already talked about above but I like this episode so much because of how human it makes Cordelia look - and how tragic. You can't help but feel bad for her as you realize just how lonely and miserable she really is. Of course, as the final scene comes along she chooses that loneliness but you are left wondering if she does it because she knows no other way or because she is afraid of losing all that she has for the chance of gaining nothing. But, like I said before, that all comes next season!

So the last four episodes?

The Puppet Show - Season 1, Episode 9

Synopsis - Buffy, Willow, Xander, and Giles are roped into a talent show production against their will. Meanwhile, someone is bumping off talent show contestants so they can be human.

Nightmares - Season 1, Episode 10

Synopsis - A comatose child's nightmares are taking over the town. Buffy and her friends must navigate the nightmare world and convince the child to wake up.

Out of Mind, Out of Sight - Season 1, Episode 11

Synopsis - Cordelia is to be crowned the May Queen, but an invisible girl seems determined to ruin her.

Prophecy Girl - Season 1, Episode 12

Synopsis - Giles finds a prophecy stating that the Master will rise and Buffy will die, While he and Angel fight over the prophecy Buffy overhears them and quits being a slayer. However, after Willow and Cordelia find some classmates dead - killed by vampires - Buffy decides she needs to stop the Master even if it means dying herself.